Breast mammogram.
1. Coughing could be due to dust in shop.
2. tired, sleepy more often.
Need to make an appointment with dr.
Explain mamogram results and maybe more tests.
Electric bill not paid.
Downsizing, minimizing, I need to do this, I will be happier and have joy in the giving.
I know God wants me to give, I can't outgive God. [Struggling on big projects, focus on small spaces] organization is the key.
Gving clothes to Zen and Geortte and Thrift store, recycling.
I know I need to be a minimalist.
My hip popped and though my hip joint hurts, my sciatic nerve pain is lessened. Lower back and center back hurts.
Day was good, worked hard. Alot accomplished in the shop, even some house work.
Bumpef my head crawling around in the shops. Nothing serious.
George had a bad sharp cramp in his head.
<stroke> cramps are normal in his feet and fingers, hands. Neck. He's working to long. Not stopping to take his breaks. Gets irritated.
Woke up with a nightmare.3:00 am
I was at the morgue identifying Joeseph.
Filling out the paperwork, We were discussing how his name was spelled.
At the hospital I looked up how to spell joeseph. (Joseph).
social security was joeseph. I was feeling the loss and anger.
Waking in anger. I began to pray for protection over Joe. I got up at 3:30
Worshipping and listening to the book of Isaiah. George got up. Felt like I was not to share yet. Not sure if I should yet.
Lord give me discernment.
The day became worst. In the middle of doing things I was only accomplishing half tasks. Much difficulty in multitasking.*
I left my spoon in the kitchen. For cereal.
Left the water running. Left glass of ice water in kitchen after filling it.
I made a cheese tortilla left the pan on heating up. Smoke filled the kitchen.
Left the cup of coffee in the kitchen.
Along with my phone.
Hit my knee bruised.
I know I missed a few other things.
Opening the door to the car and cut my lip by slamming the door into my lip. Oh yeah bleeding fat lip.
Decided I needed to stay in the house and enjoy the Saturday. Not safe for me to be in the shop. George agreed.
Forgot kiwi outside.
Great October 13th. Joe's Birthday George opens the fridge. I placed the ice cream in the the fridge. Not freezer. This morning I am very concerned. George too.
I think I should make a Dr appt.
Loosing words, names, dates. More than normal. (George too)
I bind these attacks of confusion, and rebuke them in the name of Jesus Christ.
I am a child of the Most High God. I have healing by the blood of Jesus Christ blood.
Fear doesn't live hear. I have the peace that surpasses all understanding, jesus guards my heart, body, soul and mind.
Not over thinking these things. Not dwelling on them. Wanted to jot it down. Dwelling on worshipping and praise. Trusting in the Lord.
