Monday, April 16, 2018

April 16 2018

Shared with Patty (moms hospice nurse) today my testimony of having ptsd. A GOD THING
Without going into to much detail.
I told her how God took that time of being, feeling, helpless, used it for His good.
That if I didn't get sick,I wouldn't be here today. How dad became sick. Couldn't drive ,George drove him, we would come .
Iexplained how we would stay with mom and dad. Then we moved up here to be closer to momma, so she would not b alone.
I prayed I do the lord justice with my testimony. Bring him the glory.
While I was explaining how when I was seeking the lord during those times, praise and worship him.
How I remember when I was diagnosed with cancer and he healed me.  he whispered in my ear, Bunny, I will heal you.
How if he could do that then, then he could do it for me again. For when he speaks its forever. He is eternal, along with his words.  I held those words close to my heart.
I could see her holding back the tears.
This testimony was all apart of Gods plan. She said God placed me here for her to hear this testimony.
She needed to hear it, as she was recently diagnosed with rectal cancer. Last week. Unexpectedly.
Heal Patty unexpectedly In Jesus name.
God used me for for her too. I was placed here at this moment so I could
Testify that our lord Jesus heals today.
I told her praise him worship him. For with out the bad times, how can the Lord reveal his mighty self to us. She was already thanking him for catching it without any reason to look for it.,
The holy spirit amazes me though my own mind has been down, feeling unworthy, sleepy all the time.
I have been worshiping even though I don't feel like it. Seeking his word. Seeking him,
His presence.may he always work his will in me even when I feel bad.
A testimony is to be shared to increase awareness of the love of the lord.

Aril 16th2018